Once when i was a kid :D

Memories... bitter sweet, growing and revealing who we r actually. So much inside, something really deep to converse. I love this, i love the moment. I'm thinking what do i think when i was a little. What did i want to score, what actually my goal.... i desperately want to know. But, in the age of 30's i do agree life wasn't as what we claim to be, but what the risk we r battling for sure. As part of it, i was screw so far, where nothing else that i can blame it but me. Maybe written a journal like this will tell me what do i want in life. Nothing can reveal our own self instead of what we are showing every move we made. InsyaAllah, there will be a way for me on Allah will, as i sit back and thinking how much did He gave me. Praise to Allah...

p/s - too melancholic right? But this me then. Now, see how retro the photo??? :D